"I'm missing you"

I'm missing you.
And it hurts so badly.
I try to hide it
Beneath smiles and laughter.
But when I'm alone.
I can only think of you.
I miss talking with you.
Late at night when everyone was asleep.
I miss the fondness in your voice when you spoke to me.
I miss the happiness that came when you saw me.
I miss your love.
I know that we want to be friends.
And I'll see you around.
But there is so much that I'll miss
By just being your friend.
I really miss you being there for me,
No matter what the situation was.
Everyone thinks I'm doing so well without you.
If they only knew just how much
I'm missing you.
I hate this, I really do.
Missing you like this.
I want to call you
Just to hear your voice.
But I can't, for I fear
That you'll hear it in the words I say.
So I try to be strong and keep myself busy.
Just to keep this from
Overcoming me.
I don't know how much more of this I can take.
It's so hard
Missing you.

"Sweet 'N' Sour"